The Uncontrollable Hate to Hysteria

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There is a painful mixture of emotions on the rise. We have felt fear crash onto the shores of our lives through the closure of the entire world. It didn’t matter if you had a beachfront property or lived in a landlocked city. We all felt it.

The world had momentarily closed.

Uncertainty pulsed through our veins as we tried to understand our new reality. Our new normal is uncertainty. There is no going back to whence we came from. Month after month, day after day, we are accepting things as they come or better yet, detaching ourselves from anything else that could even seem crazier than what is happening.

America as a whole has reached its boiling point. A pot mixed with different cultures, beliefs, religions, people, and animals. It’s hard to tell the difference any longer. This pot has been stirred for years and years, spoonfuls of hate with a dash of self-absorbed egos. There has been love and joy sprinkled in there. But America’s pot has been simmering and seething underneath the surface, toppling the lid back and forth with the steam.

We are boiling over because the pressure inside each person in this 382 million person pot is about to explode. Not in a healthy way. As a collective, as a unit, it makes sense to see the emotions of each person rising to the surface in the meanest, inconsiderate ways along with the care and thoughtfulness of others. We are a mesh pot of goodness and all things bad. We are the dark and the light combined but just like water and oil do not mix, so do many others.

Some ingredients in the pot have not integrated completely with one another, each group fighting to keep themselves separate from others. Where is the sense of community? Of oneness? Of love? Of kindness and consideration for another person in this pot?

There are many ingredients in this pot that have happily joined together to make the most delicious broth you have ever tasted. Yet, for the many other ingredients, they have done everything in their power to never, ever combine themselves with another ingredient.

This is a chemical reaction waiting to happen due to the different substances. This is what we are witnessing. A chemical reaction of many substances in this pot that has been simmering for a long, long time. The knob to turn down or off the pot has been mangled into a thousand pieces. Now, we wait.

A kind man of color had been killed in broad daylight by a white cop and his accomplices. George Floyd, a man who was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Mr. Floyd’s death has generated a chain of events that ride on the curtails of coronavirus fear from last month into anger today.

They want blood. They are entitled to blood and they will get blood. An eye for an eye. Buildings are being burned, stores are being looted, violent protests have been from the start. There is no peace because there was no inner peace. There is no justice because many do not have inner peace.

The pent up emotions from being quarantined are ready to be unleashed in every way possible. There is uncontrollable rage from hate to now hysteria. Normal people are now committing crimes. There is no going back to normal. This is our new normal.

Martial law will be enacted as the first set of policemen and women have abandoned their precinct. To watch from afar as it burned at the hands of groups of people wanting revenge.

The word on the street from my contact in Minneapolis is that gang leaders have arrived in Minneapolis from Chicago and Los Angeles. The army and National Guard have arrived and are waiting to be activated.

There was a new virus that stopped the world, the damage of how deep it runs is still unknown. We are still feeling the vibrations of it. There’s been an uptick of UFO sightings. There was the discovery of giant murder hornets and a lot of talk about Bill Gates. And we are just getting started.

What can you do in this time of uncertainty? Go within to vibrate higher. Meditate to bring up your vibration of love. Become the change you seek. Become the person to rise above all of this. Pray and know that you are protected. It will get worse before it gets better.

We have seen it and we are watching it unfold on live stream. The hardest thing to do is not to get swept up in the hatred and anger that will harm more people, more things, more places, more of our Earth. If you must stand in protest, stand in your integrity, stand in peace, and faith. If we place our hands, our bodies, our thoughts, and beliefs onto another by force, then we are not different from them. We are not different then the person we think we are better than.

Be different from the majority right now. Be kind, be courteous, be respectful, and be love. Inside each one of us is an unreal amount of love. Somehow we lost our way and ourselves to get swept up in waves that float us from here to there.

I send you love from afar.

In Blessed Oneness.

Carol Dao is the author of, “Holy Sage for the Soul: Spirit Releasement Stories Based on True Events.” She is also an international healer and accepts clients on a case by case basis. Please visit for more information or for session requests. As the state of flow requires her to recharge in different energy vortexes and ley lines around our world, she can only be reached by email.

I write about practical spirituality and things that go bump in the night. Buy my book, Holy Sage for the Soul

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